I am not just sickened by the hideous crimes committed against young girls by Epstein, but his incredible wealth and connections. Not only did he seem to be a spy for the CIA, Mossad and KGB, but he seemed to be a great mathematician, able to accrue vast wealth in a short time.

Not only was he a monster, a spy, but also very wealthy. He was also fascinated by art, science and technology to the point that if you were anyone of any importance within the western hemisphere, you knew Epstein. And he was nice. He was fun to be with. He would create great parties.

Here I am struggling to get a measly job at 12.50 per hour in England. I spent fifteen years following the Buddha, prayed my nuts off. Whenever I go to Poland, Prague, or in the UK I am in churches praying for a job, and NOTHING.

Epstein was literally the devil! They say he ate babies or prayed to Baal. He got away with his wickedness and was even helped by those we trust in authority. Those we trusted and loved turned a blind eye to his minor crimes because of his wealth and connections.

And still I can’t find a fucking job. I am good! I love God. I love all things spiritual!

Seriously Noam Chomsky and Steve Bannon!!! That’s almost a greater sin than the crimes Epstein committed against those young girls.

And here is my point. Where is God’s Wrath? Where is the Buddha’s Karmic response? Why can’t all the spirits in all the heavenly realms send a single heart attack to that evil monster for his despicable crimes?

It’s this alone that saddens me, and makes me realise even if there were a God or Buddha. They have no power to intervene.

The poor are cast by the way side. The evil monsters run free. They commit heinous crimes and then make even more millions.

There is nothing more to do. There is no hope.

If there was hope. The only hope there could be is that it galvanises the youth, or the more spiritually pure, to cast out the perpetrators and create political systems that do not allow the billionaires to participate in our political systems. They all seem evil.

Maybe a new party will be formed that does not accept donations from the rich. That does not allow politicians to be bribed. That holds all citizens accountable for their wicked crimes. No NDAs. Even victims should not settle out of court. Let them rot in jail.

So that only the good will prevail. And the God that exists will be the god of action from a moral heart that knows what is right and what is wrong.

I would say God help us all, but God seems to be useless. Only our own actions can save us.

Back to finding a job.