Bending a Singularity

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Bending a singularity

Is very simple don’t you see.

Take a finger pinch of space dust

And split time with eternity.

Grab the corners of the universe

And with some water add a dash.

Bend the curves without a nervous twitch

And don’t forget to catch the flash.

View the flash under a microscope

Then with a knife slice through the middle.

And you’ll see right in the heart of it,

A singularity playing the fiddle.

If you’re patient, why not wait a while

For this wondrous song to end.

Then ask the singularity

If it wouldn’t mind giving a bend.

Singularity

singularity

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Have You Met The Fabric of Existence?

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Fabric of Existence

What if someone said to you,

‘Would you like to meet the fabric of existence?’

And you said, ‘Yes.’

What would it be like?

What colour would it be?

Would it be large and if so,

How large?

Could you touch it?

Or smell it?

Or even bring it back to show your parents.

What would you tell them?

‘I’d like you to meet the fabric of existence.’

Do you think they would be shocked?

‘What’s his name?’ cries your mum.

‘Where’s he from?’ enquires your dad.

‘And what do his parents do!’

But he has no name.

Comes from nowhere.

And certainly has no parents.

But he loves to play,

Always playing;

With time,

With creation,

With the destruction

Of stars and dreams.

Endlessly creating new people, new planets, new languages, new species.

If you met the fabric of existence

How would you feel?

Maybe scared, initially.

Something so vast.

No boundaries

No signposts

No name to call it.

And to see it completely

You would have to give up your ground.

Can you handle that?

To have no name,

No boundaries.

No sense of self or place in this

Vast and uncompromising universe.

Yes? No?

Maybe you would put it back and say no thanks.

I’m quite happy with who I am.

My laptop, my living room, my unconventional eating habits.

Maybe you would put him in a box,

And call him GOD.

Labels are nice.

Boxes are nice.

To contain things is nice.

And if your parents ask,

‘Where did that big, ugly, friend of yours go?

You know the one without names, or boundaries, or parents.’

And you would say,

‘I don’t know he just disappeared.’

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Poem: Fiery Tigers’ Tails

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fiery tiger

I chase fiery tigers’ tails.

Sometimes they burn my fingers.

I cool my fingers in turquoise waters

While the tranquil waters of the lake

Play with my reflection.

Fiery tigers they have funny tails

That are longer than my Dad.

They stretch out across the skies

Leaving tiger trails across space.

Fiery tigers like to call my name

They invite me out to dance.

In a trance my feet twist and turn

Hypnotised my hands twist and shake

As I pirouette across the desert floor.

By night time I’ve grown tired

Of chasing fiery tigers’ tails.

So I sleep on the desert floor.

A desert fox keeps the wind from me

Stars become my bedtime light.

When I sleep I dream of fiery tigers

They sing and dance to tempt me.

But in my dreams I can fly

So I chase fiery tigers across the sky.

I chase them to the edges of space

Where a million tigers are running.

Their long fiery tigers’ tails light up

The edges of the universe.

As they endlessly eat into empty space.

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Poem: God is Dead !

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Poem about God

He hung there like a fake Rembrandt.

Beautiful but false.

His slender arms stretched like

Twisted towels.

His legs delicately crossed.

The beauty of his body raised before me;

An unwilling shroud.

The blood from his forehead

Moistened his lips as he raised his head

And said to me,

‘God is dead! God is dead!

Tell the people so.

Your future dies with me.

Your Father never was.

And your prayers remain unanswered.

Just lonely echoes in an empty universe.’

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Pigsara (excerpt)

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The sun pulled itself up above the horizon. Its early morning rays scattered quickly across the upturned soil in the fields. Drops of morning dew did their best to cling to the berries that hung from the hedges surrounding the fields at Milk Wood Farm. As the cockerel’s crow charged its way across the farmyard; an early morning alarm bell for animals and nature alike, Michael the farmer trudged wearily towards the pig pen.

“Good morning my lovelies,” shouted Michael. He poured the pig’s feed into the trough and the animals ran forward, squealing with delight. Michael noticed that one of the female pigs remained in her sty, lying down on her side, so he jumped over the fence to take a look at her.

“What’s a matter with you Betsy?” asked Michael. As he walked closer he could see several tiny piglets sucking at their mother’s teat.

“Well now Betsy. I bet you’re relieved to get rid of that extra weight you’ve been carrying around. Just you relax there,” said Michael as he gently stroked the back of her ear.

Michael stood up, admiring the young piglets frantically sucking away. Out of the corner of his eye he noticed that one piglet wasn’t sucking away, but had slipped away from its mother and was banging its head against the fence. Michael walked over and grabbed the piglet and then placed it back beside the other piglets, but again it ran away and crashed right into the door. Michael picked the piglet up and held it in his arms until it stopped struggling.

“No need to panic little one you’re safe here. Plenty of food and space to run around in.”

Michael placed the piglet down beside the others but the pig just sat there as if it didn’t know what to do. It looked away from the group of pigs out into the fields as if it was searching for something.

Anthony’s heart was beating wildly as he tried to calm himself down. ‘This must be a nightmare,’ he thought to himself, but banging his head against the fence did no good at all and he had nearly knocked himself out. He had read about these strange dreams in one of those woman’s magazines Rebecca would leave lying around the house. The kind where you wake up within a dream but don’t realize that you are dreaming. Anthony had woken up in a dream as a pig, of all things, and he just wanted get out of this dream because it was now turning into a nightmare.

“Rebecca!” screamed Anthony. He ran towards the fence one more time but was scooped up by the man. The farmer’s hand came down and reassuringly stroked his back. ‘This is a nightmare,’ he thought to himself, and tried his best to keep calm. He took a seat beside the other piglets and tried to recollect what had happened.

Rebecca was sat down at the kitchen table. Her head and shoulders were hunched forward. Her strawberry blonde uncombed hair was held tightly in her fists.  The policeman’s notebook was on the table, and his pen to its side. Outside the flashing blue lights of the ambulance whirled round endlessly like the nightmarish thoughts that spun around inside Rebecca’s mind.

“I just need to go over your statement one more time Rebecca,” said the policeman. The policeman’s face was as weathered as the countryside he lived in. His ruddy complexion matched the red wine that Rebecca was drinking as fast as she could.

“I told you everything I know. I was asleep in bed and then I heard a scream.” She took the last gulp of red wine from the glass and wiped her mouth with her hand.

“I looked to my side to wake Anthony up and he was gone. You know the rest officer. I went outside, and…” She couldn’t finish her sentence. All she could see in her mind was Anthony lying on the floor in the farmyard courtyard and the pool of blood to his side. She went to take another drink forgetting there was nothing left.

“I’m sorry to have to put you through this. We just have to get as much down as we can so we can find out who did this.” The policeman finished writing the last of his notes while the paramedics shut the door to the ambulance causing Rebecca to jump.

“Is there anyone we can call?” asked the Policeman as he got up to leave the cottage.

Rebecca was just staring out of the window watching the ambulance drive away. Its blue lights scanning the night sky looking for clues.

“No. There is no one. Just me and the animals. They’re all I have now.”

The policeman reassuringly touched her on the shoulder as he made his way to the door.

“Well. We will have a squad car parked just down the road, and tomorrow one of the grievance officers will be round to talk to you. Try and get some sleep.”

The officer closed the door and the silence in the room bunched itself around Rebecca’s tense and tired shoulders. She got up and went to the window, her reflection a ghost. She watched as the car disappeared down the driveway and then closed the curtains. In the sink was a tiny freckle of blood. She quickly grabbed one of the dish clothes and wiped the speck of blood away and then threw it in the bin. Rebecca stared at her ghostly reflection for a while as if it were a stranger then headed upstairs.

“Come on boys,” she said, and two black Doberman Pincers called Arthur and Charles followed her up the stairs. They jumped into their baskets that lay either side of her bed, and like Anubis dog soldiers, sat there panting in the darkness.

Anthony looked out across the pigsty. The mud and straw strewn around the place was indeed as it should be, like a pigsty. He could see the windows of the farmer’s cottage and the yellow light spilling out of the frames onto the farmyard. The farmyard cat wandered outside in an aloof manner, looking for mice. Anthony tilted his head to look up at the night sky and it was beautiful. He tried to recollect what had happened but all he could remember was one of his usual arguments with Rebecca. Her shouting at him to go outside with those two beastly dogs to look for some supposed intruders. Then he felt a numbness, then the blackness, and now this. A pig.

He nibbled one of his trotters to relieve the itchiness and wandered what the hell he could do. He knew exactly what would happen if he remained here. Despite the farmer’s benevolence towards these pigs they were destined to be in sandwiches up and down the country as soon as they were fat enough. He was glad he still had his own thoughts and memories and wondered if this was some kind of freak karmic accident, or perhaps all animals contained the trapped souls of reincarnated human beings.

He walked over to the wooden fence and sniffed around the edges of the wood. There were gaps but they were not wide enough for even a small pig like him to fit into. In the corner of the sty there was a latch and he jumped onto the first wooden slat to see if he could reach it but it was too far away. He quickly noticed a rat scurry under a burrowed holed on one of the side fences, so he went over to investigate. Luckily the other animals had fallen asleep so did not disturb him. Anthony sniffed at the hole that went under the fence and then started to dig away the dirt with his snout.

It wasn’t too long before he was able to push his little body into the hole and wriggle his way through to the other side and he was free. Some of the other pigs were starting to wake up so Anthony moved quickly, scuttling towards the fields. He wasn’t too sure exactly where he was but intended to stay close to the side of the field until he came upon a road sign.

After what felt like ages, Anthony rested on his hind legs. He looked up at the night sky and the partially covered moon as if it would offer him some answers, but none came. His feet ached and he reached down to lick his trotters. He looked at them closely, sniffing his toes and licking his tough leathery skin. It all felt so real, too real. For a brief while, great fear and revulsion rose inside his belly. He suddenly felt nauseous and vomited by the bush. Anthony wondered about the sick deed he must have done to deserve this.

Officer Mildew sat down at the table. He was a big man but so was the countryside that he lived in. Despite being in his late fifties he had proudly managed to keep most of his thick black hair which he drowned in brylcreem every morning before he went to work. It was combed back so tight so that his hair line resembled the shape of a catamaran. He grabbed at the knot of freshly baked bread that his wife made every day and dunked it straight into his tea.

“Alfred! You absolute pig. What have I told you before. Your dinner will be ready in five minutes. Can’t you wait?” said his wife Hilary, as she carried a large pot of stewed lamb and dumplings to the table. She dumped the heavy pot onto the large wooden table and started to ladle the food into Albert’s bowl.

Hilary, like Albert, was big too. She blamed it on the rich sugary cakes and buttered scones that Alfred brought home from the bakery every week. Alfred gave her a cheeky slap on her bum.

“Stop that you. I’m feeling self-conscious about my derrière.”

“It’s all those sugary cakes. I love it.”

“You’ll make me fat,” said Hilary, “and then leave me for that Mrs Avesbury women down the road.”

“You know I would never do that. I love you too much,” said Alfred. Hilary’s eyes started to well up so she went to the sink to arrange flowers as a distraction.

“Saying that. Apparently she can’t cook anyway.”

“How the hell do you know?”

Alfred tore off another chunk of bread and started to ladle more stew into his bowl.

“Just one of those things we discussed in the emergency meeting last night after Anthony’s death.”

Hilary sat down and placed her hands into prayer mode and whispered the Lord’s prayer. Alfred just looked to the ceiling mouthing the word ‘ditto’.

Hilary finished her prayer and helped herself to a small spoon of the stew and took no bread. Beside her bowl was a selection of herbal pills and medication. After her recent health scare she was determined to feed her body with the right nutrients. Although her faith was firmly in the afterlife, she still felt time on earth was precious and didn’t want to leave any sooner than she had to.

“When you told me about the death I spoke to Maureen down the road. She says Pete knows exactly what happened.”

Alfred stopped eating his soup.

“Mrs Avesbury’s son? The one with the ASBO. He was seen sneaking round her place the night of the murder.” Alfred looked at her intently. It had been a while since he had had a good lead in a case. The guys at work had been ribbing him about hanging his hat up but he wasn’t ready to go yet. He knew he had one more case left in him.

“I’ll have to get him down the station and get him to give a statement. What’s his number?” Alfred had his notepad and pen out in a flash.

“Well Maureen’s going to get him neutered tomorrow, but after that we can have a chat.”

Alfred looked at Hilary and Hilary looked down at her bowl.

“Neutered? This Pete isn’t a cat by any chance is it? This is one of your stupid animal psychic things again isn’t it?” Alfred’s face went red as he placed his noted pad and pen away. He sighed heavily. Hilary had reverted to a childhood pose with her arms behind the chair she sat on. Her legs swinging off the floor, and a mischievous grin normally reserved for an eight year old.

“This is serious Hilary. A man has been killed. I haven’t time for your silly pseudo-psychic rubbish. Just stop it.” He knew his wife meant well but he had no time to be distracted by animal-talk rubbish.

They both finished their meal in silence and then headed upstairs to bed. On either side of the bed they slept in was a framed photograph of themselves cuddling each other. They both went up and kissed their respective photos, as they did most nights, then climbed into bed. Despite the tenseness in the atmosphere, Hilary would always reach across and grab Alfred’s hand which he placed on top of her shoulder. A lover’s knot.

“Good night Alfred.”

“Good night my love. Sorry about the words.”

“Its’fine. It’s just sometimes I get these chick-”

“Shh!”

“Sorry.Night.”

Hilary then turned away from Alfred and went to sleep. Not that she ever slept straight away. Her mind was full of pictures of animals; dogs, cats, horses, gerbils, and even insects. They didn’t exactly talk to her. It was more that she could feel a mood and was able to translate that into something she called whispers. The first time she knew she could do it was when she was five years old. The farm dog approached her and instantly she knew something was wrong. She had the image of a barn and a fire in her mind and immediately she ran down to the old barn at the end of the road. Unfortunately she was too late to save her Grandmother but since then she has never forgotten her experience and kept it to herself.

That night she dreamed of a small pig running across the field being chased by two Dobermans. Then an image of a wild woman with black flaming hair who was running towards her with a knife.

It was daylight as Anthony approached what he thought was a recognizable farm fence. He walked the fields of Rebecca’s farm every day and knew every hedgerow. He sniffed and inspected the berries on the hedge. It was definitely Pyracantha, the fire horn hedge. He could tell by the colourful berries, the flowers and that sweet evocative smell that greeted you as you walked across the fields before the sun rose. Despite the beautiful fruits and flowers, the hedge was also known for its very sharp thorns, handy for keeping intruders out.  How typical of Rebecca to take advantage of the beauty and danger that nature had to offer.

Anthony looked for a burrow under the hedge that he could squeeze through. He found one and worked his way through it. He sniffed up ahead and thought he could smell the faint whiff of homemade wine that Rebecca used to make, very powerful stuff, that at times used to send them both into fits of rage, when they were both in their jealous moods. Scanning the horizon, Anthony made a rough judgement about where Rebecca’s barn might be, and started the final walk across open farm land.

Rebecca sat at the kitchen table with her cigarette in her hand and a tumbler of whiskey in the other. A morning shot to take the edge off the bereavement she had been going through worked better than any bereavement councillor. Not that she needed bereavement as an excuse to drink. Rebecca drank ‘occasionally’ because she deserved it, or because it was ‘fun’. Her and Anthony had had numerous fights over her drinking but she would always win because she knew Anthony was soft. Why else did she date him? Rebecca liked her life just as it was. Unconventional as it was to others, but a pretty idyllic life nonetheless. She shuffled the cards in her hands and then split the pack in two. She then split each pack again, and pulled from her pocket a small pouch of rose hibiscus and tied it round the small pinkie of her left hand.  She closed her eyes and placed her right hand on her heart.

“Dark spirits. What do you have for me to day?” She turned the packs over one by one, and hovered the pouch over the cards as if anointing them.

One card was ‘The Lovers’ and Rebecca felt a pang of guilt and regret stab at her heart. The other was ‘Death’ which needed no explanation. The final card wasn’t named. It just showed a medieval maid sat on the stump of a tree. She seemed sad. She was staring at a cage and in the cage was a heart, and the cage door was locked. Rebecca stared at the card for a while then swiped her hand across them, throwing the cards against the wall. She finished the last drop of whiskey and headed outside.

Anthony sat down on his hind legs, utterly exhausted. He wanted to go to sleep but knew he couldn’t, not yet. His heart was beating wildly with a mixture of emotions. He was staring at the door to his own cottage and he had to resist the temptation to run forward and shout out Rebecca’s name. Not that he could shout out anything. He was a pig for Christ’s sake. The best he could hope for was some compassion and pray that she keeps him as a pet. As he wondered about what to do, his decision was made for him. Rebecca opened the door to the cottage and marched out. She seemed angry. Understandably. Anthony watched her walk across the courtyard and into the barn. He decided to seize this moment and go into the barn to see how she would react. He started to make his way towards the barn as Rebecca entered the barn. As he approached the barn door he stuck his snout inside and froze.

Rebecca was staring at the sharp edge of a bramble scythe. There was no shine to the metal because it was covered in a deep red blood. Anthony took two steps back from the door and watched as she took a rag and a bottle of disinfectant and started to clean the scythe. Anthony was trying to rationalize what may have happened. The blood may have come from an animal, it was possible. He couldn’t remember any sharp pains that night just the sudden blackness. He then watched as she cleaned the blood from the scythe. Anthony quickly turned as well and started to run as fast as his trotters could carry him. Suddenly he took off as he was swept up into Rebecca’s arms, looking into the eyes of his girlfriend and then down at the sharp bloodless scythe that she carried in the other hand.

“Where on earth have you come from little piggy?” said Rebecca.

Anthony tried to wriggle free but it was no use. Rebecca was strong and she had a scythe. She carried them both into the cottage and placed Anthony down on the living room floor. Rebecca went outside with the scythe and he heard a car boot slam shut. She came back in and addressed him.

“Now just you wait here my little friend. I just have an errand to do and then I will be right back.” The cottage door was shut and he heard the car engine burst into life as the driveway gravel was spat into the air.

Anthony was in a mode of panic about what he had seen but at the same time was exhausted from the whole experience. Obviously Rebecca knew nothing about him so he considered himself safe. The fire in Rebecca’s living room melted the anxious thoughts from the previous night’s trauma into his sub-consciousness. Anthony didn’t want to think, he just wanted to sleep whatever the costs. He fell onto his side while the flames mesmerized him into a trance. While sleeping he dreamed of a woman. She had a Rubenesque figure and a mischievous glint in her eye. She was eating a rather thick and moist slice of fruit cake quickly, as if she was about to be caught by the headmaster. Anthony liked this woman.

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Potential Novel/Short-Story

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The ‘bleeps’ from the monitor started to slow down, closely mirroring her Father’s heartbeats.  The nurse turned the machine off and each family member went to say goodbye in their own way. Emily went up to her Father and touched his hand. It was warm but weak. He grasped her finger very lightly and she looked him in the eye. He seemed to be trying to say something so she leaned in a little bit closer.

‘I think he wants to say something.’ said Emily’s Grandmother.

‘It’s probably just a reaction to the medication.’ said the Doctor, but Emily walked forward anyway. She held her ear close to her Father’s face.

‘————’ She thought he said, but Emily seemed unsure.

‘Just some numbers must be the pills.’ Said Emily and stepped back. Emily swallowed hard fighting back the tears. She had promised her Father that she would not cry when the time came. She said she would save her tears for outside when she had the whole sky to comfort her.

The family seemed to unconsciously step back and form a half-circle daisy chain, holding each other’s hands. The tightness of their hand grips, the only thing holding them together. The Doctor turned round to look at Emily’s mother as if looking for approval. Catherine gave a slight nod and a resigned smile.

The doctor walked towards the machine and switched it off. The sudden silence was thunderous and shook everyone forcing them to squeeze each other’s hands even tighter.  No one said anything for what seemed like hours, and then the Grandmother’s tears broke the silence. A gentle weeping that was soon joined by everyone else except Emily.

Emily just continued to stare at her Father’s body. It’s stillness. She was looking for signs of life leaving the body as if she might notice a faint whisper of his spirit rise up and out of the ceiling but she could see nothing. For some strange reason her thoughts took her to the last time they had moved house and that final look down the hallway as you closed the door for the last time. All the memories that you shared and that deep sadness you felt when you closed the door for the last time. Her father had gone. The house was empty. Her Mother put her arm around her shoulder and pulled her closely. The soft touch of wool against her face comforted her as did the tears that dropped onto her head from her Mother’s cheeks.

The family were then ushered into another room where Emily was left with her Grandparents while her Mother went to discuss things with the doctor. Emily picked up the teen magazine and wondered what kind of clothes she would be wearing for school this September.

Moving to secondary school was something she had been looking forward to. Becoming twelve was supposed to be a turning point in her life. This summer should have been one she’ll never forget, and it will be, but for all the wrong reasons. Her mother walked into the room and just nodded to everyone giving a faint smile. Emily’s Grandfather looked up and said, ‘Done?’

Done seemed such a cold word but somehow relevant in its immediacy. Yes, it had been done, and they could all go home and try and get on with their lives. After dropping off the Grandparent’s Emily and her Mother drove home in silence.

As they arrived home Tabitha and her mother were parked outside and Emily allowed herself a smile to balance out the serious expression on her friends face. Hugs were exchanged and the Mother’s headed into the kitchen while Tabitha and Emily went into her bedroom.

‘Are you OK?’ asked Tabitha.

‘Sure fine. Best not talk about it. Shall we watch a DVD instead?’ said Emily.

‘Ok you pick one then.’

Emily selected Peter Pan and placed the disc into the DVD player. Tabitha grabbed the duvet and they both curled up on Emily’s bed. Emily held the pillow closely while Tabitha occasionally glanced across at her to make sure she was ok. It wasn’t too long before Emily fell asleep with the numbers her father spoke floating through her mind.——–.

Emily spent most of her time at Tabitha’s the following week while her Mother arranged the funeral, and when the day arrived, hushed tones invited themselves  into the house again. Catherine buttoned Emily’s black jacket up to the top and placed the dark blue beret on her head.

‘I can do it myself Mum’ and she pulled away from her. They were both understandably tense and looked at each other for a second.

‘Will I see his face?’ asked Emily.

‘Yes. You will get a chance to say goodbye. He will be at the front of the church asleep.’

‘Don’t you mean dead.’

Catherine looked at Emily but said nothing.

‘The car’s outside now we best hurry up.’

They both walked outside and a man was standing beside the car with the door open. Tabitha was inside. Emily saw the hearse in front of the car, a long dark dragon for her to ignore, and she quickly ran into the car holding Tabitha’s hand. Tabitha squeezed Emily’s finger.

‘He’s looking out for you. I’m sure of it.’ But Emily just stared at the hedges lining the road side trying to distract herself from the hearse in front. Her Mother got into the front seat of the car and closed the door. The driver talked to the car in front and then started up his engine. As he started the engine the radio blasted into life.

‘3-6-9 The goose drank wine. The monkey chewed tobacco on the sweet Caroline, the line broke the monkey got choked and they all went to heaven…’

Emily and Tabitha burst into laughter and immediately clasped their mouths as if they had committed some terrible sin. Catherine stared at the driver in stony silence as the driver quickly switched the radio off. He then turned the radio to a classical music station they fell back into somber mood as the cars drove off.

Emily thought briefly about the number her father had whispered to her and then brushed it away. She whispered to herself unconsciously as the car drove down the high street, and they all went to heaven in a little rowboat, clap hand, clap your hands. 

As the car drove down the high street elderly ladies and gentleman, like her grandparents, either stopped or tipped their hats out of respect.

One old lady took out a hanky and wiped her own tears, and for the first time Emily started to cry herself. They were silent tears that flowed down her cheeks as she passed the old lady on the high street. Tabitha touched her back as Emily’s shoulders started to shake. She looked up at the sky begging for its comfort.

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Frankenstein’s Ubermensch –

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A whiplash of dark blue lightning from the conductor burst into the veins of the human body, as if it had been stolen from the Gods themselves. The flesh rippled like subtle waves shimmering across a steady ocean. Dr Frankenstein pressed the button that would start the process of genetic manipulation. He injected the serum into the human body then waited as the flesh and bone of the creature convulsed, contorted and slowly formed into a new being. Bone formed from tissue, blood formed around the bones and through the veins that grew, like unnatural vine leaves creeping up the outside walls of a dead man’s house.

Dr Frankenstein went back to his notes and continued to scribble away at his thesis, laughing to himself and at his fellow scientists who had ridiculed him over the years. Soon he would have finished his project and created the first ‘supreme being’. A man of physical and intellectual perfection, with a brain created using the DNA from some of the greatest minds history had ever known.

In the background the computers fell silent and Dr Frankenstein moved towards the incubator to look at his creature. The molecular transformation was now complete and the body lay lifeless inside the casket. He now just had to bring it to life. Grabbing the defibrillators he placed the electric tags over the heart and placed two patches beside the brain. He turned on the electric current to a low amp and then started the computer programme. The software would download every bit of knowledge from the greatest works of science, art and language into the brain. Not only would this being look perfect, his intellect would be unsurpassed.

Dr Frankenstein watched in awe as the programme ran and the electrical currents pulsed through the creature’s brain and into its heart. He noticed the fingers slightly twitching, as if playing a piano recital. It would be another two days before the body would be fully energized and he could wake this man.

Dr Frankenstein walked across the yard to his cottage to see what his wife Mary was doing. Mary had been by his side since the beginning but had turned away from him as soon as his project had started to near completion. Her beliefs held her back from encouraging her husband in his pursuits. As she reminded him often “God has already sent his one and only perfect son, who are you to do God’s work?” But Michael was convinced that he was doing God’s work and believed his man would be able to help the world.

Mary was busy laying out the plates for lunch. Michael sat down, sensing the atmosphere. He got up to help Mary finish laying the table.

“He’s nearly finished Mary and so far all the tests have come back positive.” Mary laid down the last plate and sat down herself.

“He? I love you Michael but what you are creating cannot be called a ‘he’ in any normal sense. This creature you so stubbornly created, despite the warning from your own colleagues. Is an aberration of nature. Some kind of genetically modified animal, dare I say, beast.”

Michael looked crushed. He loved his wife very much and wished she could see the beauty of what he was doing.

“I understand that this man was not born in the natural way but I still feel he is God’s work, in as much a way that I, and we, are born of God, so surely what I produce is also from God. Dare I say inspired.” There was just a dash of smugness smudged across Michael’s face.

They both started to eat in silence while the rain outside the cottage fell in fist loads from an angry sky. Michael’s thoughts were on his creation and the computer programme downloading every sonnet, every syllable and every calculation into its brain. His creation would not exactly lift whole buildings but its beauty, grace and intellect may well lift the world and all its people.

“It’s always a tough call knowing whether you are doing God’s work, or the devils. Only time will tell,” said Mary.

Mary finished eating her dinner and got up to leave the table. Michael sat there chewing on her words. He remembered some of his earlier experiments at trying to modify the structure of his own brain to increase his own intelligence, but it only resulted in him spending six months in a psychiatric ward. And the efforts to remould his own molecular structure to make him appear taller also failed. It seemed the only way to do this kind of experiment right, was to start from scratch, and that’s what Michael did, literally. He had taken a sample of blood from his own arm and then injected his own semen into one of Mary’s eggs that he had unscrupulously taken from their failed attempts to induce a child of their own. This would literally mean that the man being born soon would be their son.

Two days had passed and Michael had dared not take a look into the laboratory. The machine and programme had stopped running. The storm outside had gone away and the sun offered a partial glance across the blankets of grass that were the endless fields outside his window. He reluctantly opened the door to the laboratory and walked over to the incubator. He slowly pulled back the glass casing and a light smoke escaped from the casing revealing the face of a young man.

His forehead was smooth. His skin was white, almost too white, like a gypsum alabaster God statue, and his eyes shockingly blue and wide open. They just stared ahead at the ceiling not blinking. His hair was blonde. Michael felt sick. He moved closer to the man’s body and then touched its arm. It felt cold and wet like a snake. Still the creature did not blink but just kept staring ahead. Michael could see its chest rising and falling slowly. Its heart beat was faint but discernible above the server’s harmonic hum.

“Hello,” said Michael, and Michael stood back as if the creature was about to jump out at him. Slowly the man’s mouth started to move as if it wished to say something. Michael quickly grabbed the glass and straw and did his best to feed the man some water. It drank in greedily as if it needed something more real to kick start the final awakening. Suddenly it sat up and gasped and Michael took two steps back. The man tried to move his lips but no sound came out, just a faint rasp.

“Can you hear me?” said Michael.

The man turned to Michael, looking him directly in the eye.

“I need more water. I need meat.”

Michael fetched another glass of water and from the fridge some freshly prepared chicken with fresh fruits and vegetables. He handed the plate to the man and the man sat and took the plate. It started to eat hungrily from the plate with its hands and fingers. Michael was frozen to the spot. A mixture of raw sickness and excitement was running through his guts and veins. He couldn’t believe he was watching his creation sitting up and eating.

“I knew you would be hungry so I prepared the food.” The man looked at Michael.

“Who am I, and where am I?”

This caught Michael by surprise. He had been so consumed with creating his creature that he had forgotten to give it a name. He plucked one instantly from the back of his mind.

“Your name is Christtian. And you are in Oxford.” The man seemed to think about it for a while then looked outside the window as if to confirm his location.

“Oxford is in England. Home to a famous college called Christchurch. Christ was a great man but just a man nonetheless.” At this point a butterfly flew in from the window and landed on the table beside Christtian. Dr Frankenstein noted the butterfly with marvel, considering it a beautiful sign until Christtian slammed his hand down on top of the insect causing Michael to jump back.

“You can’t kill one of God’s beautiful creatures, surely you know that?”

Christtian wiped the remnants of the butterfly from off his hands onto a handkerchief and got up to wash his hands at the sink. Forgetting the man’s nakedness, Michael grabbed the clothes he had bought for him and placed them beside the sink.

“Please put some clothes on and I’ll show you your room. But you don’t go around killing things Christtian, surely you understand that?”

Christtian started to put the clothes on that Michael had bought for him. He took another glass of water while still thinking about Michael’s last question.

“You kill other human beings. Don’t you?”

“Well no not intentionally. Some die in accidents. Some people die in wars but we don’t go out of our way to kill people deliberately and that is the difference.”

Christtian stood there for a while as another butterfly floated around the window frame and landed on the edge of the window.

“What about the Jews?” Michael looked at this creature he had created and sweat was starting form on the back of his neck.

“The Jews were massacred by a mad man. Killed by one man’s false belief in a perfect race. He was very wrong in what he did.”

“But if they were not perfect beings then why allow them to exist? Surely it is ok to wipe out the things that are broken. The things that we deem not beautiful.”

Michael was now terrified by what he was hearing but knew he would be able to train his creature to understand empathy and compassion. The ability to judge between right or wrong was a difficult one to programme and most people’s sense of compassion and empathy was created out of one’s life experiences.

He could see why Christtian was acting like this and knew he would have to work hard over the next few months to shape his superman into a supreme being, not just a cold human being.  He tapped Christtian on the shoulder and ushered him towards his room.

“It is not for us to make those decisions. We leave that up to God.”

Michael sat the man down on the bed, and Christtian lay down on the bed and started to yawn.

“Am I not a God?” asked Christtian.

Dr Frankenstein laughed.

“No you are not a god but in a way created by God.” Michael tucked Christtian into bed as if he were his own son. He felt a strong affection and sense of duty to this man as if he were a small child. He turned the light off and closed the door. Christtian stared ahead of him looking into the side table mirror. Michael closed the door. Christtian whispered to himself.

“Then why do I feel like a God?”

Michael went to his bedroom and immediately forgot about the butterfly and the questions. If there were problems he could fix them. He sat at his desk thinking about his colleagues wondering if he should present his creature straight away, or wait for a few months until he was ready. The world couldn’t wait a few months or maybe Dr Frankenstein couldn’t wait. The wars in Africa and the Middle East were increasing and with food shortages and energy prices spiralling through the roof, Great Britain, if not the world, needed some kind of miracle, and Michael thought Christtian might be it.

He nervously picked up the receiver of his phone, and called Professor Sykes. Sykes worked at the DNA research lab at Oxford Hereditary Genetics. He had pioneered research into mitochondrial DNA sampling and was considered a genius in his area. Michael’s hand was shaking with excitement as the telephone rang.

“Hello. Professor Sykes speaking.”

“Hi Professor. It’s Michael. Dr Frankenstein. You remember me.”

“Of course I do, a great scientist, but didn’t you have a few health problems along the way? All this nonsense about cloning human beings.”

“That was a long time ago Professor and my thesis was highly regarded within most scientific circles, even if it was ahead of its time.”

“I suppose it’s all in the past now, or in our genes as I would say.” They enjoyed a professorial joke with each other.

“What can I do for you anyway?”

“I never did end that research on cloning human beings. In fact I scrapped it and decided to make one from scratch. I used a mixture of stem cells from my own sperm and grew the egg in a dish and using an energy pulse replicator I was able to speed up the.”

“What on earth are you talking about? Energy pulse replicator I’ve never heard of such a thing. Now I know you had a problem before Michael but I would be careful about who you talk to this about. Just stop this work and find yourself a respectable teaching post.”

“No. You’re not listening. I’ve already done it. I have created him.”

“Created him. What have you created?”

“The perfect being. He is alive and well, and I have had a conversation already.”

“A conversation. Are you insane? Don’t call me again.”

Michael sat by his desk wondering if he had said the wrong thing. Memories of the time that he had been removed from his post resurfaced in his mind. He threw the phone across the floor angrily. Clearly the professor was unable to understand the enormity of his project. He headed off to his bed feeling dejected hoping the problem would clear by tomorrow. He kissed his wife Mary who was now fast asleep, and turned off the bedside light.

At about four ‘o’clock in the morning a loud bang was heard. Michael turned the light on and sat up and so did his wife Mary. Before they had a time to speak to each other their bedroom door was kicked in. Men dressed in black civilian clothes and balaclavas rushed in pointing guns at Mary and Michael. Michael tried to protest but his hands were tied behind his back and he was kicked onto his knees. His mouth was gagged with masking tape, as they did the same to Mary.

One of the men then threw a rope around the wooden beams and started to form a knot. Michael couldn’t believe what he was seeing. He struggled but the men who held him were too strong. He tried to scream but it was useless. A man brought a chair in the room which added to the absurdity of the situation but Michael thought he could handle a bit of torture.

They then grabbed his wife and forced her into the chair and placed the noose around her neck. That’s when Michael collapsed.

Christtian was bundled into the back of a van. He questioned what was happening but did not feel any fear. Fear was something he had yet to learn. There was some bewilderment as he was led into the van but the men seemed less aggressive. They spoke to him in moderate tones and suggested that he would not be harmed. So he sat in the back of the van oblivious to the horrors that his creator was going through. After what seemed like a few hours the van came to a halt and the door was open. Two smartly dressed men were standing there. It was Professor Sykes and another man who both introduced themselves.

“Hello Christtian. We have heard a lot about you. My name is Professor Sykes I worked with Michael many years ago. He was a great man. This gentleman is James Westminster, he’s a politician you know.”

“What happened to Michael?” said Christtian.

“Oh, he’ll be fine. He told us about you and we thought we would have a more suitable job for such a man as yourself.”

Christtian and the two men walked into the building. It was no ordinary building. It must have been a stately home of some sort. The turrets that sat on top of the roof seemed to almost touch the clouds. Christtian could read the motto under the family crest as he entered through the large oak double doors, ‘Ignus Aurum Probat

Christtian knew his latin. ‘Fire proves gold but calamity proves strong men.’

They showed him into a study with its walls bursting with red and green leather bound library books. Paintings of what appeared to be powerful men lined the walls, and he recognised all of them; Stalin, Mao and Hitler alongside Churchill and Lincoln.

“Would you like a drink Christtian? How about a whiskey?”

Christtian smiled and agreed. The politician sat in the other chair while a butler took their orders. Armed men stood outside the room. Christtian could feel the sense of power as strong as he could feel the heat from the flames that burned within the open hearth fire.

“We think you would make a great politician Christtian. The world needs a leader like you. People need a man they can aspire to be and someone to give them hope. What do you think?”

Christtian looked at the Professor and around the room. The noble paintings, its stately presence, and the flames from the fire crackling louder, and louder, and that heat that seemed to call him towards it, as if it was his home. He stood up looking at the painting of these once great men.

“I like this place. I like it very much. What do we do about the Jews?” said Christtian to the two men that sat across from him.

“Ah God’s sacrificial lambs. We’re not too sure about that. What’s your view?”

Christtian kept looking back at the flames as if it willed him to another place in time. A history long ago forgotten. Maybe he did have a soul that he had lost to someone a long time ago. Not that it mattered anymore, because Christtian considered himself a God. He stood up to address the two men who looked up at this future leader.

“Let’s not repeat the mistake we made in Egypt all those years ago.”

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